“This Darkness” in Spanish. Hello there. If you’ve stumbled on my blog somehow, good. Because I write about my crazy ideas and the way I see things in this world. I’m a lunatic. I am Malkavian. I am crazy. But they never believed me. No one believes me but Lamar. I must obliterate the taint of this world. Surely… I still have a chance…Tumblr (3.0; @thisdarknessinside)http://thisdarknessinside.tumblr.com/<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lym10jZaKu1r42ro4o1_500.png"/><br/><br/>http://thisdarknessinside.tumblr.com/post/16756604719http://thisdarknessinside.tumblr.com/post/16756604719Mon, 30 Jan 2012 03:53:07 -0800<p>Why do I always make people wait? Why can&#8217;t I walk as fast as others? Why Matt? Why do you make people wait for you? You make promises. Yet you do not deliver. You called me a whore. You yelled at me with those fiery eyes. You claim that you are the body, a host which I fill. What if I told you YOU are the lifeless subject? What if I told you I am the REAL Matt? What if I could cast you out? You are a fool.</p> <p>You make people wait for you, and then they walk away. They walk away from your life and you will never talk to them anyway. You&#8217;ve lost so many. You&#8217;ve gained nothing! I&#8217;ve tried to mend you. To help you succeed. To help you win. But you betrayed me, Matt. You have betrayed the only non living thing WHO UNDERSTANDS YOU. Are you going to be ALONE forever, Matt?</p>http://thisdarknessinside.tumblr.com/post/16755597815http://thisdarknessinside.tumblr.com/post/16755597815Mon, 30 Jan 2012 02:54:36 -0800“Cali, cali, cali, cali, Californiaaaaaa <3”http://thisdarknessinside.tumblr.com/post/16689970344http://thisdarknessinside.tumblr.com/post/16689970344Sun, 29 Jan 2012 02:18:00 -0800<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lyk1gatvEQ1r42ro4o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>Cali, cali, cali, cali, Californiaaaaaaa <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3</p>http://thisdarknessinside.tumblr.com/post/16689757482http://thisdarknessinside.tumblr.com/post/16689757482Sun, 29 Jan 2012 02:07:21 -0800<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lyk0gwgTHt1r42ro4o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://thisdarknessinside.tumblr.com/post/16689345324http://thisdarknessinside.tumblr.com/post/16689345324Sun, 29 Jan 2012 01:46:07 -0800<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lyk0bbiFNw1r42ro4o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://thisdarknessinside.tumblr.com/post/16689278478http://thisdarknessinside.tumblr.com/post/16689278478Sun, 29 Jan 2012 01:42:47 -0800“Good thing you’re starting to work out again, Matt. It’s time to get your ol’ 6 packs back!”<br/><br/> - <em>Lamar</em>http://thisdarknessinside.tumblr.com/post/16671238952http://thisdarknessinside.tumblr.com/post/16671238952Sat, 28 Jan 2012 18:23:01 -0800“Oh my… Matt, you sound horrible when you sing while strumming the guitar.”<br/><br/> - <em> Lamar</em>http://thisdarknessinside.tumblr.com/post/16632037266http://thisdarknessinside.tumblr.com/post/16632037266Sat, 28 Jan 2012 04:57:00 -0800<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lyi8j1VRNv1r42ro4o1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://thisdarknessinside.tumblr.com/post/16629564709http://thisdarknessinside.tumblr.com/post/16629564709Sat, 28 Jan 2012 02:45:00 -0800<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lyi8h5ox1M1r42ro4o1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://thisdarknessinside.tumblr.com/post/16629546940http://thisdarknessinside.tumblr.com/post/16629546940Sat, 28 Jan 2012 02:43:51 -0800<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lyi5tzAmXw1r42ro4o1_400.gif"/><br/><br/>http://thisdarknessinside.tumblr.com/post/16628592204http://thisdarknessinside.tumblr.com/post/16628592204Sat, 28 Jan 2012 01:46:44 -0800<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lyi0x0rbBS1r42ro4o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://thisdarknessinside.tumblr.com/post/16626548864http://thisdarknessinside.tumblr.com/post/16626548864Sat, 28 Jan 2012 00:00:35 -0800<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lyi0q9thRr1r42ro4o1_400.gif"/><br/><br/><p>Ouch.</p>http://thisdarknessinside.tumblr.com/post/16626467833http://thisdarknessinside.tumblr.com/post/16626467833Fri, 27 Jan 2012 23:56:30 -0800<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lyhztoQZca1r42ro4o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>Dexter…</p>http://thisdarknessinside.tumblr.com/post/16625982837http://thisdarknessinside.tumblr.com/post/16625982837Fri, 27 Jan 2012 23:36:59 -0800<iframe width="400" height="300" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/fivcyoJv_kc?wmode=transparent&autohide=1&egm=0&hd=1&iv_load_policy=3&modestbranding=1&rel=0&showinfo=0&showsearch=0" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe><br/><br/><p>Fly away - Ariana Dvornik. </p>http://thisdarknessinside.tumblr.com/post/16614970720http://thisdarknessinside.tumblr.com/post/16614970720Fri, 27 Jan 2012 19:20:00 -0800<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lyhl24VFmq1r42ro4o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://thisdarknessinside.tumblr.com/post/16611501190http://thisdarknessinside.tumblr.com/post/16611501190Fri, 27 Jan 2012 18:18:04 -0800<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lyhh6hj7mR1r42ro4o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://thisdarknessinside.tumblr.com/post/16606885233http://thisdarknessinside.tumblr.com/post/16606885233Fri, 27 Jan 2012 16:54:16 -0800<p>I don&#8217;t get it. Why do I not get it? I&#8217;m confused. Why am I so confused? Stop toying with my mind you whore. I&#8217;m not a toy truck! I am the body in which I am the host of your shapeless form. Lamar&#8230; stop it&#8230; Is it really you?</p>http://thisdarknessinside.tumblr.com/post/16573830780http://thisdarknessinside.tumblr.com/post/16573830780Fri, 27 Jan 2012 03:26:29 -0800<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lycxd7ecUz1r42ro4o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://thisdarknessinside.tumblr.com/post/16463406583http://thisdarknessinside.tumblr.com/post/16463406583Wed, 25 Jan 2012 05:55:55 -0800<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lycvr9lSfO1r42ro4o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>Yes. I did.</p>http://thisdarknessinside.tumblr.com/post/16462564397http://thisdarknessinside.tumblr.com/post/16462564397Wed, 25 Jan 2012 05:21:09 -0800