Why do I always make people wait? Why can’t I walk as fast as others? Why Matt? Why do you make people wait for you? You make promises. Yet you do not deliver. You called me a whore. You yelled at me with those fiery eyes. You claim that you are the body, a host which I fill. What if I told you YOU are the lifeless subject? What if I told you I am the REAL Matt? What if I could cast you out? You are a fool.
You make people wait for you, and then they walk away. They walk away from your life and you will never talk to them anyway. You’ve lost so many. You’ve gained nothing! I’ve tried to mend you. To help you succeed. To help you win. But you betrayed me, Matt. You have betrayed the only non living thing WHO UNDERSTANDS YOU. Are you going to be ALONE forever, Matt?